All I could have had
All I could have been
Now must be laid to rest
Or carried in my genes
Yes, truly I am glad
My heart is ever theirs’
They took a little piece of it
And gave me joys and cares
How can two such things exist
When but woman is in your midst?
It is because this woman is a mother
And that means many things, Dear.
You could be sleeping
Adrift in dreamy depths
But the dirge of my weeping
Spells your certain death
Soft and cool amongst torrid life
Smooth to make my heart flutter
With a honeyed agony that goes
Beyond cutting, deeper than through
And whys and fairs are lost under the weight of the bough
We can’t breathe
My darling little boy
How did we get here?
So many sweet yesterdays
But no more shall appear
The snaking prints of tyres, Perilous,
Demagogus the dogeared doge and magi
Has a persuivant poultice to govern our daily pollute
And we the darling daughter, shall be resolved in coils of paid love.
A gauze across eyes
A gaze to keep out flies!
Yet leeching from beneath the surface Tars us:
...Pestilent truth gnawing ears of cornea
-Regret innocent reticent scenting
The bedlam miasma; burgeoned cornicopea
Ever blown, never echoing, the shrieks of the cut satyr’s horn, the scream of a wreck
Alarm on metal-glass canyon stirs and froths
, and our toil is troubled.
While wands of wind wing birds yonder to last refuge of Cape Sorrel
On an
Here I Sit Around Them by IIISkinVocals, literature
Literature
Here I Sit Around Them
One's eyes have gone to darkness
His head dipping to the land of nod
Soon his friend shall join him, yes
In a place not seldom trod
Close by another is losing
Her eyes murmur far far away
Jaw slackened, finger perusing
A mystery of teeth and play
A step forward, then three back
A cramped man strives to stretch his back
Yet he remembers the hot day
And sits still, lest he might crack
But a stone's throw now left
Two girls grunt, chitter turned to mumble
Long past are the quick glances forward
Though not as long as when attention crumbled
The clicking of fingers
Drumming off time away
A wonder of devices
Mechanical motives,
Boredom grips them
They slouch within vices
Unable to feed their own
Darkness holds them
Not enough to hide
Not enough to show
Why are they there?
Does the man over there know?
At the front of the hall
A living corpse he stands
Yet none can stand him
Should he not fall?
His words are non sensical
He have sense to see this
Every slurred syllable identical
Ringing clear as obsidian
The night is drawing, curtains, idle hands
The bell is ringing, he's oblivious
The birds are singing so obsequious
Does not the sweet sound of sleep subdue him?
And are the rest not taken away?
Is all rest taken by the wicked?
I am the moon tonight
Perched alone in a silvery blackness
So far from the stars
And not one cloud passes
I do not feel
I am weightless and cold
I am the sentinel
For what do I watch?
I wait in suspense
Suspicion all but shrouds
Painfully obvious
But to anyone that knows
It is merely from reflection
That you see me shine
It is a wonder you see at all
When you do not reflect
On nights like this
I realise the gravity
The word and world are grave
As is where I fall
i am the gaping hole
The end of man
And none shall know me
Though they may have said she did
The blue blue sky
And the air so fresh
Sniffing the pollution
With our cancer breath
And though it unfogs
A hazy road to death
I'm here sitting in the smog
And oil as we coalesce
Besides I have an idea
For your pretty dress
A kiss our hearts'll stop
And take us from this mess
The sky's not the same
When you see it alone
The wind has changed
Now I'm on my own
With no colours
No more running in the river
My tears have gone dry
No more corn in the fields
But the crows have all fried
There's no eye for my eyes
Just a plain old brown
And everyone's so quiet
In this flaming plastic town
We've lived till we've died
Except I
You came unbidden back to mine life
After biding your spent ticking time
Your beat one timing then two
And you let forth a chime
Unannounced you entered
Entrepreneuring for the unknown
Though you could still conjure
The relevant feelings and moans
In a roundabout manner
Skirting the dark road
Dark wants in skirting housed
A circled welcome to your abode
You bared your soul among others
Your soles brushed ever so soft
You spoke of webbed memories
Of hidden things from the loft
I recalled the words then
And yes they struck a chord
But then a new revelation
Flattery, and my heart soared
I remained guarded
At peace holding my
Every time
You light one up
It gets me
So fired up
And every time
You take a puff
I wanna scream
I've had enough
Get it out my face
I don't wanna have to taste
Even though it's commonplace
I'm still losing the race yeah
Every day
You make me aware
Wish I could say
I didn't care
And every day
It's such a drag
But there's no way
I'll touch that fag
Get it out my face
I don't wanna have to taste
Even though it's commonplace
I'm still losing the race yeah
Everywhich
Way that I turn
You're leaning there
To watch me burn
Everywhich
Way you're prevoking
Trying to signal me
Chain and ball smoking
Get it out my face
I
All I could have had
All I could have been
Now must be laid to rest
Or carried in my genes
Yes, truly I am glad
My heart is ever theirs’
They took a little piece of it
And gave me joys and cares
How can two such things exist
When but woman is in your midst?
It is because this woman is a mother
And that means many things, Dear.
You could be sleeping
Adrift in dreamy depths
But the dirge of my weeping
Spells your certain death
Soft and cool amongst torrid life
Smooth to make my heart flutter
With a honeyed agony that goes
Beyond cutting, deeper than through
And whys and fairs are lost under the weight of the bough
We can’t breathe
My darling little boy
How did we get here?
So many sweet yesterdays
But no more shall appear
The snaking prints of tyres, Perilous,
Demagogus the dogeared doge and magi
Has a persuivant poultice to govern our daily pollute
And we the darling daughter, shall be resolved in coils of paid love.
A gauze across eyes
A gaze to keep out flies!
Yet leeching from beneath the surface Tars us:
...Pestilent truth gnawing ears of cornea
-Regret innocent reticent scenting
The bedlam miasma; burgeoned cornicopea
Ever blown, never echoing, the shrieks of the cut satyr’s horn, the scream of a wreck
Alarm on metal-glass canyon stirs and froths
, and our toil is troubled.
While wands of wind wing birds yonder to last refuge of Cape Sorrel
On an
Here I Sit Around Them by IIISkinVocals, literature
Literature
Here I Sit Around Them
One's eyes have gone to darkness
His head dipping to the land of nod
Soon his friend shall join him, yes
In a place not seldom trod
Close by another is losing
Her eyes murmur far far away
Jaw slackened, finger perusing
A mystery of teeth and play
A step forward, then three back
A cramped man strives to stretch his back
Yet he remembers the hot day
And sits still, lest he might crack
But a stone's throw now left
Two girls grunt, chitter turned to mumble
Long past are the quick glances forward
Though not as long as when attention crumbled
The clicking of fingers
Drumming off time away
A wonder of devices
Mechanical motives,
Boredom grips them
They slouch within vices
Unable to feed their own
Darkness holds them
Not enough to hide
Not enough to show
Why are they there?
Does the man over there know?
At the front of the hall
A living corpse he stands
Yet none can stand him
Should he not fall?
His words are non sensical
He have sense to see this
Every slurred syllable identical
Ringing clear as obsidian
The night is drawing, curtains, idle hands
The bell is ringing, he's oblivious
The birds are singing so obsequious
Does not the sweet sound of sleep subdue him?
And are the rest not taken away?
Is all rest taken by the wicked?
I am the moon tonight
Perched alone in a silvery blackness
So far from the stars
And not one cloud passes
I do not feel
I am weightless and cold
I am the sentinel
For what do I watch?
I wait in suspense
Suspicion all but shrouds
Painfully obvious
But to anyone that knows
It is merely from reflection
That you see me shine
It is a wonder you see at all
When you do not reflect
On nights like this
I realise the gravity
The word and world are grave
As is where I fall
i am the gaping hole
The end of man
And none shall know me
Though they may have said she did
The blue blue sky
And the air so fresh
Sniffing the pollution
With our cancer breath
And though it unfogs
A hazy road to death
I'm here sitting in the smog
And oil as we coalesce
Besides I have an idea
For your pretty dress
A kiss our hearts'll stop
And take us from this mess
The sky's not the same
When you see it alone
The wind has changed
Now I'm on my own
With no colours
No more running in the river
My tears have gone dry
No more corn in the fields
But the crows have all fried
There's no eye for my eyes
Just a plain old brown
And everyone's so quiet
In this flaming plastic town
We've lived till we've died
Except I
You came unbidden back to mine life
After biding your spent ticking time
Your beat one timing then two
And you let forth a chime
Unannounced you entered
Entrepreneuring for the unknown
Though you could still conjure
The relevant feelings and moans
In a roundabout manner
Skirting the dark road
Dark wants in skirting housed
A circled welcome to your abode
You bared your soul among others
Your soles brushed ever so soft
You spoke of webbed memories
Of hidden things from the loft
I recalled the words then
And yes they struck a chord
But then a new revelation
Flattery, and my heart soared
I remained guarded
At peace holding my
Every time
You light one up
It gets me
So fired up
And every time
You take a puff
I wanna scream
I've had enough
Get it out my face
I don't wanna have to taste
Even though it's commonplace
I'm still losing the race yeah
Every day
You make me aware
Wish I could say
I didn't care
And every day
It's such a drag
But there's no way
I'll touch that fag
Get it out my face
I don't wanna have to taste
Even though it's commonplace
I'm still losing the race yeah
Everywhich
Way that I turn
You're leaning there
To watch me burn
Everywhich
Way you're prevoking
Trying to signal me
Chain and ball smoking
Get it out my face
I
I wish I could take everything back,
I wish I could tell you word for word,
why I did such a stupid thing,
I wish you knew how hard it is for me to let it go,
I would die just to make the pain go away,
but I cant do that,
because all I want is for you to be happy,
I would do anything for you,
I wish I could take it back,
I would do anything to take it back,
I guess I just wanted you to notice me,
but it was wrong,
I ended up hurting you and myself,
so I guess I just need to move on,
because I couldn't tell you word for word why I did just a stupid thing,
I don't understand!!
My thoughts shift into dreams -
crashing my future,
drove me to the present;
a gift, returned.
I will not be a millionaire,
I will not be a rock-star
but I will be somebody;
enough of a somebody to find love
to find the you with whom I fly away
not temporarily, but permanently
the person I can call my lover;
my lifetime partner.
Surprise me,
show yourself to me
guide me to your mind and heart
be mine.
So I'm jealous type
Sue me why don't you?
He talks to his X
Cause they are good friends
She hates me
I hate her
I'm sitting right next to him
All he can talk about is manga with her
I can't join in
I don't read much manga
Why does he talk to her so much
When I'm right there?
I just don't understand
It bothers me that I'm so jealous
I wish I wasn't
I'm just so insecure
I know he loves me
I really do
I need to just keep telling myself that
whenever he talks to her
I will get over my jealousy
I'm determined
Lest I lose my love
I would die if that were to happen
I must never lose my love
Your presence is near
haunting as it lingers
beconing me to places you are not
but wishing you were
Like alcohol
the presence dulls the edges
focussing me
on a peaceful bliss
that yearns to be
I feel your touch
even though you are not here
but maybe because you wish you were
i feel the vibration
of a message you cant send
but wish you could
What I Need to Tell You by Amani-San9692, literature
Literature
What I Need to Tell You
I must tell you
I can't tell you
What I need to tell you will hurt
I want to tell you
I don't want to tell you
What I need to tell you will break your heart
I want you to hear it from me
It would be easier if you heard from someone else
What I need you to hear won't be easy to tell
What I need to tell you is
I Love Someone Else